Facing past continues....

When she looks behind in this peace of today the past appears to be cloudy... As the eyes are filled with tear drops that are not ready to fall in her present as they will create more chaos.
She is not blaming anyone .. No excuse .. No regrets.
Just a question to self ..? Don't you think there was a better approach to life? Without making it so complex and complicated.
Maturity follows after a few setbacks? Very weird but true .. You value things only when you have either lost them or they have left you ... I am talking about TIME the biggest culprit , come what may it just goes on and moves on.
You can lose any thing in life and earn that back but once the TIME has gone it will not come back.
While we were young always heard elders advising us that Don't waste time... Time is money.. Time is precious...
It is and that's the Fact.
Use it with care.
Make use of your life .. Make it worthy.... Something you will be proud of.

Facing the Past continues.....

Some painful and unattended thoughts that she had buried deed ,surfaced.
Distinctly she remembered that it was a Friday and she was very excited that this weekend is going to be very special for her.She was on the invite list of the Book Inauguration function....dress accessories ...makeup ...all was set in her mind without confusion.
He came from work and was in a good mood , not those irritating mood.
She just mentioned that tomorrow she is going to this book inauguration function and the excitement was overflowing. He sternly looked at her and asked who are accompanying and she gave the names of friends... He replied then you can go cause I would not have allowed you alone.
Suddenly she crashed.....she was given permission because of her friends? Doesn't he trust me?
After all these years ...
Then the analysis started ...it's not religion... Not the gender inequality .... It's the male attitude ...
Or is it they see the world as they think.
She did not go .... Of course one more chapter of suppression ...
She did not ask , he did not say .... 

"Two sides of Tears"

"Two sides of tears"
I always knew that looking back on the tears would make me laugh but I never knew that looking back on the laughs would bring tears...
Never believed in negative writing neither I intend  to glorify negativity through this blog, but the Truth is that you are unable to see the power of light if you don't know darkness, unless you drench yourself in rains you won't enjoy the rainbow, unless you have experienced hatred you won't feel the power of love.
Our eyes are windows of our heart , you can force a smile on your face but eyes don't lie... Not always the tears that  roll down your cheeks are indicating hurt or pain. They also roll down without permission when a less fortunate smiles and blesses you after the meal box you give him.
Even when you help the old lady across the busy road , or when you save the little homeless pup in the stormy night.
We experience these deepest emotions only when our heart and mind are totally involved ..this happens not very often cause mind and heart speak different languages.
Take care and keep smiling always. 

Shadows chase.....

Someone rightly said always look at the sun , so you never see the shadows.
Life is full of drama and yes the script is not known and their is no stage prompter for it.Life's practicality is like a boxing game you are not declared defeated when you fall down but when you refuse to get up.As long as we do not forgive people who have hurt us, they occupy a Rent Free space  in our mind ... The same is with the bad memories, defeat and failure from past that haunt us. Our Hopes should be like Hair and Nails, no matter how many times they get cut , they never stop growing. Always Hope for the best however the bad situation may be. The best way to quote here -

Once Buddha was Travelling with a few of his followers.
While they were passing a lake , Buddha told one of the disciple "  I am thirsty. Do get me some water from the lake "
The disciple walked up to the lake. At that moment a bullock cart started crossing through the lake making the water muddy and turbid.
The disciple thought " How can I give this water to Buddha to drink."
So. He came back and told Buddha "The water is muddy. I don't think it's fit to drink."
After about half an hour, again Buddha asked the same disciple to go back to the lake.
The disciple went back and found that the water was still muddy.
He returned and informed Buddha about the same.
After sometime, again Buddha asked the same disciple to go back.
This time , the disciple found the mud had settled down and water was clean and clear.
So he collected some water in a pot and brought it to Buddha.
Buddha looked at the water , and then looked up to the disciple and said," See what you did to make the water clean. You let it be, and the mud settled down on its own , and you have clear water.
You don't have to put in any effort to calm it down.
It will happen effortlessly. "
Having Peace of Mind is not a strenuous job, it is an effortless process so keep your mind cool and have a peaceful life ahead with no shadows of muddy past chasing you.
Life is all about living for one another so live life to the fullest.
Relationships cannot be understood by the language of money because some investments ever give profit but they make us RICH

"Giving"is infectious.

In a humble effort I represent my BMI Trust ngo ( Ballerina Management Institute) from Pune, India. 
"Giving"is infectious .. Believe me it was just a drive with a adventure as I had absolutely nothing to do that day in 2006... 
After a royal drive in Mercedes about 50 kms from my home. 
Wanted to make my day special so walked in a small hut assuming that I can make some conversation with the underpreveledged and help them in my capacity. 
I was shocked to see it to be a school.. In worst shape with almost no roof, floor was bad no benches for the kids... 
Could not control tears which just rolled down with out taking my permission. 
There made a promise to myself that hence forth will dedicate my life to make such less fortunate and underpreveledged. 
The favorite line of my NGO is 
BMI Trust is for all those who can't be seen, heard or felt. 
Kindly visit our website www. bmitrust.com

Winning is tough!!!!

Roses come with thorns!!! very true..try avoiding thorns or remove thorns -the ROSE falls.
Written by an unknown - " why do I lose? " someone just like me asked" Time" and Time replied...in sunshine, darkness, hailstorm , snow, rains, Day or Night I don't stop just keep going with the same push same speed and same enthusiasm.
You got the answer smiled TIME.
So winning is tough and keeping the title of winner is TOUGHEST.
We all want to be winner but we must first prepare ourselves for perfection in what ever task we take without really bothering ourselves of loosing or winning let's remind ourselves to be perfect without excuses and criticism. 

Solomon... Come back!!!

We all grow and grow more with a feeling from within that we all have to leave this place and go to final destination. We are here in transition .... It all sounds so bookish but let me tell it's very painful for the people who are left behind. Tears , Heart pain depression,frustration, helplessness and finally the question ... If we all have to go making miserable life for our loved ones who are left behind than why all this drama of living , struggling, going through the up and down.
Parting does is the most painful experience. All that are left are great happy memories.
I came across a forward the other day " RIP" ... Wish it was "Return if Possible"