Facing past continues....

When she looks behind in this peace of today the past appears to be cloudy... As the eyes are filled with tear drops that are not ready to fall in her present as they will create more chaos.
She is not blaming anyone .. No excuse .. No regrets.
Just a question to self ..? Don't you think there was a better approach to life? Without making it so complex and complicated.
Maturity follows after a few setbacks? Very weird but true .. You value things only when you have either lost them or they have left you ... I am talking about TIME the biggest culprit , come what may it just goes on and moves on.
You can lose any thing in life and earn that back but once the TIME has gone it will not come back.
While we were young always heard elders advising us that Don't waste time... Time is money.. Time is precious...
It is and that's the Fact.
Use it with care.
Make use of your life .. Make it worthy.... Something you will be proud of.

Facing the Past continues.....

Some painful and unattended thoughts that she had buried deed ,surfaced.
Distinctly she remembered that it was a Friday and she was very excited that this weekend is going to be very special for her.She was on the invite list of the Book Inauguration function....dress accessories ...makeup ...all was set in her mind without confusion.
He came from work and was in a good mood , not those irritating mood.
She just mentioned that tomorrow she is going to this book inauguration function and the excitement was overflowing. He sternly looked at her and asked who are accompanying and she gave the names of friends... He replied then you can go cause I would not have allowed you alone.
Suddenly she crashed.....she was given permission because of her friends? Doesn't he trust me?
After all these years ...
Then the analysis started ...it's not religion... Not the gender inequality .... It's the male attitude ...
Or is it they see the world as they think.
She did not go .... Of course one more chapter of suppression ...
She did not ask , he did not say ....